I feel contradictory right now. Here have a Poem
I want to be loved, so I open my heart to everyone i can
But I fear being loved, because my heart is often torn apart
I cry everyday from my pain, because the sadness is deafening
But I hold in my tears and listen anyway
I hate the on who created me
But I want nothing more than to feel her gentle caress
I’m angry at the one who betrayed me
But I want nothing more than to please him
I’m happy to be with everyone, all my friends
But every second spent with them tears me apart
I see the beauty in the world, and what’s capable of
But it’s always destroyed and I want to be the one who ultimately destroys it.
This world can be everything at once
Perfection and Discord are one
I hate it, I hate this world so much
But I wish it to stay so I may hold it again
My child who is not
My angel who is not
They are what they are not
They are not what they are
They keep me for the darkness that wishes to consume me
While pushing me closer to it.
My hands are bound as my fate is determined
But I fight until my death, so they see the light I was undestined…
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whiteowltamer reblogged this from geekinghamster and added:
hey are you alright love?
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geekinghamster posted this
Hai~ This is my personal account for Tumblr~ Just random stuff going down here~ I'm also just a paranoid empathetic sociopath with depression induced insomnia and a borderline personality disorder~ So don't mind me~ Lol anyway, my name's Myranda, but don't be afraid to call me by the multitude of nicknames I have! My main one is The Prophet. It's my Gallifreyan name. Well, cover up name. It's sort of like The Doctor and The Master, except I see the future so I'm the Prophet and a Time Lady, the Lady of Time just as The Doctor is The Lord of Time. Anyway, I'm a 16 year old pan-sexual and a proud ally to all lgbtsq. Some of my greatest friends are actual bi and 95% of my friends aren't straight! XD I'm very loyal and caring as well as a good listener. I love to here about problems and give advice. When I graduate high school I hope to either be an FBI profiler, a detective or a psychologist. I love all that mind stuff. I'm also a psychic! Isn't that awesome! No I can't read minds but I can do a lot of other things like predict the near future! I hope we can be great friends, because I hate have enemies. I don't like hurting people. I don't like being like my mum. Anyway my main fandoms include: everything. I find that I actual have a lot in common with Sherlock including; proving that I'm clever, people think I'm psychotic, and I'm actually sociopathic. So, wanna play a game?~
